Will you wont you will you wont you

Huh, I havent really done anyhing in the past three days. Absolutley nothing.

I am feeling suppressed. Really? No....just lazy.

Went out with John and Linny last night.
Great people

Feeling like kids again......sweet sweet sweetnesses

My thoughts have been distant lately

Good Evening Lonesome,

I dont really know you. I am pretty sure you dont really know me.

I love familiarness. I miss being sure of things. I am so very unsure and upset somtimes.

I want to be close to the things around me. I want to be important to somone.

I miss you,

Emily Erin Moon Williams

Lately

when I see something pretty I plan how I can steal it

I was just looking through pictures from Croatia and feeling nostalgic. This picture is of me on my second neighborhood walking route. I would walk past those yellow overhanging bushes everyday and feel a little more basic and happy. Listening to music and getting outside of myself.

Its raining

Listening to books on tape in the room that smells like tomatoe soup,

Ive started knitting again and god knows what will happen next.

I never want to do what I should be doing.

Next to me was a women of what i would guess to be eighty bent over a bag of flowers with a cigarette continuously making trips to her sagging mouth. A girl standing next to the road was wearing these jeans that had some kind of brown embroidery on cuff that, to me, made it look like she had just jumped in a puddle of awful.

SOmetimes I really dont like myself.

My biggest little pleasure

Everyday I have a competition with the little walk light man. I win if I can cross the street before he turns green. This game gives me so much satisfaction if I win, and frustration if I loose, that the outcome can completely alter my day.

My saving grace

Dancing with the lights off in my room. My i pod is playing "You are the light" by Jens Lekman . The window is open and I feel so happy.

Like bursting

Hmmmm......a new blog. I think the only reason I made this was to kill time waiting for the wash.

Emily